Post by charlotte on Feb 1, 2011 22:01:26 GMT -5
so take this stretch of road
☯we'll☯call☯it☯home☯
just run away from me
[/color] the figure of a young human girl was running to wards a small tree that would of been able to hold a human and still cover them completely from onlookers.blood. sweat. tears. fairytale.
> - - - the shadows that fell upon hogwart's would of sent chills down a normal person's spine. if only they had been seeing the castle for the first time. crickets sang their night songs, casting the silence into a melody only a open-minded person would understand, or a person looking for the peace that it brought. as if on cure the crunching of autumn leaves was brought into the melody. the crunching and the crickets worked together until finally, the silence was engulfing the moon-lit courtyard. it was as if the world was frozen in place. the only thing that made the place alive was the chilling breeze of october, that ruffled the grass and rustled the leaves. the crunching resumed at a quicker pace as the cruncher moved swiftly over the october moon-lit grass. "shoot!"
blood. sweat. tears. reality.
> - - - her eyes snapped open as she looked around her. the dorm room was filled, but she guessed one of her fellow dorm mates had put the silencing spell on her bed. her eyes teared up, if only a tad. it had been a few months since her brother's passing. each time, she could see her brother dying in the hospital room. no way to save him. the knife they used seemed to leave his wound opened and un-heal-able. his blood, limited. but he passed on all those frightful images to her. he had been tortured by being shown his own brother's deaths. now she understood what it felt like to slowly go insane. how you would wake up screaming every night that it wasn't fair. that reality should just go ahead and fuck you before you even learned to walk. the world just hated her at that moment. her heart skipped a beat as the she climbed out of bed. her brother's boxers and old qudditch t-shirt were on her body. but she needed not worry. she just needed to get away. pulling on her knee high socks, and her run-down old pair of shoes, she shook off her qudditch shirt and slid on her maroon colored one. her eyes drifted to her black sweater, which she picked up and swung her arms into. she just needed a walk. grasping her hair-tie, she pulled her hair into a single, messy bun and opened her dorm's door. she took the stairs two at a time. her dream following her every step down those stairs. but she dare not look back. the world would surely fall to pieces if she did. and so she reached the exit and flung it open. then closing it softly.
> - - - she flew across the castle, to wards the astronomy tower, where she knew she would be safe from the nightmares. or at least until the nightmare caught up with her. she rarely cried. but she knew what she needed to do. as she raced forward she came to the base of the astronomy tower and then up the stairs. she had made it, strangely, having flich unaware of her movements. she sighed. pushing open the astronomy tower door, she came to see her owl, hole, sitting on the ledge. a piece or parchment tied to it's leg. she titled her head and stepped closer to the great barn owl. the parchment was thin, and as she unrolled it she notice her brother's handwriting.
'locked in my room at the house. mom won't let me out to get you your birthday present. seeing as i missed your actual birthday. well have the dreams gone away? dad's upset, so i have to keep it short. love carl.'
the ink seemed to spill slightly at the edge of the page. but the world seemed to want to help her at the moment. turning around she noticed that someone had left their ink and quill behind. she thanked the gods that she could do this one note in peace.
'dear carl, that sucks about the whole room thing. what are you getting me? and yeah the night mares are still coming. i'm happy that lee gave me them though. i need to understand! i love you too, tell mom and dad i send my love as well. charlie.'
she wrote before rolling the parchment up and tyeing it to hole's leg. "back to carl please hole." before sliding to the ground in a silent groan. she rubbed her eyes, but she was startled. the silence was eating at her. she could hear the wind as it bounced off the tower's walls. she could hear the world as if it was in a tight little room with her.
> - - - she bit her lip and looked at the walls around her. she was like a caged animal in need of escape, but at every turn there was the snatchers ready to take her back to her cage. was there any release! she screamed in anger, her feet smacking the ground painfully. her hands tight fists in her hair, yanking harshly. and her eyes were shut tight. her body was shaking by the time her scream had ended, and sobs wrenched through her. she felt like a insane person. she looked around her. her eyes those deep blue-brown, hazel mix, glossy from the tears that welled up, but didn't fall. she refused to let them fall, it would make her week. lee, jordan and jimmy would not want this. her heart seemed to snap at that thought and the first tear slid down her cheek. she drew her knees to her chest and covered her face with her hands. a few stray hairs locked in between her fingers. god could this night get any worst?[/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]
underneath black velvet skies
☯forever☯in☯your☯eyes☯
i see reflections of lights
☯forever☯in☯your☯eyes☯
i see reflections of lights
[/i][/size][/color]gotta tell you all these secrets?! credit to ME?! lyrics to THE ENVY, DON'T LET GO?! baby the words speak ENOUGH SAID?! tag to OPEN?! can i say that SORRY, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I SHOULD DO. ARG?! images to QUEENGEEK?!