Post by lily on Jan 30, 2011 22:25:50 GMT -5
Sometimes you just want to tell the world to shut up, maybe even break up from it. That’s what Lily wanted to do for an hour, just escape for a while until things could feel normal again. She was still jumpy from her last meeting with Severus. That brought a lot more confusion into her life than it needed to. There were so many other things she should have been thinking about. Then again, she would have to come to these musings eventually. She was almost ready to graduate. She couldn’t stay at Hogwarts anymore, after this, and stay protected. No… Soon she’d be thrust out into the world. That could go in so many different directions. So much so that she didn’t know what to do, or what to think. There was a looming danger. She knew she would have to either fight it or run from it.
… Perhaps she should fight it…
The air was cool and fresh. There was a sudden breeze that caressed her face and her hair, snapping her from her thoughts. She smiled a little and nodded in gratitude toward the swaying air. [red]“You’re right,”[/red] she said to no one in particular, [red]“I shouldn’t be thinking about this stuff yet. There’s so much I have to do before worrying about that. There’s still time.”[/red]
Lily stood and stretched her arms into the air, taking in the scenery for the first time. The Lake at autumn was a beautiful sight. The water was littered with pieces of dead leaves that either fell from the trees of the Forbidden Forest or from the Whomping Willow. It was gorgeous and serene. She wondered why the majesty of it hadn’t distracted her before. Lily stuffed her hands in her pockets and let out a little shiver. She was always so sensitive to the elements. She was alone… it was peaceful. She loved this feeling. Usually when she was alone, or alone and lazing about, she got anxious. But now? Now it felt nice… like she was taking a personal day.
Lily ducked down and grabbed a flat, smooth rock from the collection of pebble at her feet. With a small grunt, she flung it, and it began to skip over the water before sinking down into the depths of its new home. She could akin the movement to dances, as she kept looking for rocks to skip upon the flat surface of the water, creating ripples that intermingled and bounced off of each other like it was their natural inclination to do so. Sometimes she wished she could be like water… always flowing, always peaceful, always certain of what and where it was.
It was a strange desire. She kept skipping the rocks, trying to make the next one skip one more than the other.
[/size]… Perhaps she should fight it…
The air was cool and fresh. There was a sudden breeze that caressed her face and her hair, snapping her from her thoughts. She smiled a little and nodded in gratitude toward the swaying air. [red]“You’re right,”[/red] she said to no one in particular, [red]“I shouldn’t be thinking about this stuff yet. There’s so much I have to do before worrying about that. There’s still time.”[/red]
Lily stood and stretched her arms into the air, taking in the scenery for the first time. The Lake at autumn was a beautiful sight. The water was littered with pieces of dead leaves that either fell from the trees of the Forbidden Forest or from the Whomping Willow. It was gorgeous and serene. She wondered why the majesty of it hadn’t distracted her before. Lily stuffed her hands in her pockets and let out a little shiver. She was always so sensitive to the elements. She was alone… it was peaceful. She loved this feeling. Usually when she was alone, or alone and lazing about, she got anxious. But now? Now it felt nice… like she was taking a personal day.
Lily ducked down and grabbed a flat, smooth rock from the collection of pebble at her feet. With a small grunt, she flung it, and it began to skip over the water before sinking down into the depths of its new home. She could akin the movement to dances, as she kept looking for rocks to skip upon the flat surface of the water, creating ripples that intermingled and bounced off of each other like it was their natural inclination to do so. Sometimes she wished she could be like water… always flowing, always peaceful, always certain of what and where it was.
It was a strange desire. She kept skipping the rocks, trying to make the next one skip one more than the other.