EVANS, LILY MARIE [[FINITO!!!]]

[lily]

• LILY MARIE EVANS •
He was a boy, she was a girl,
Can I make it anymore obvious?...
He wanted her, she'd never tell,
Secretly she wanted him as well...

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I KNOW THAT I'M ALIVE
the basics
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full name, lily marie evans
1990's or 1970's? time of the Beatles, baby!
nicknames, Lils, Lil'bit, Lily Pad, Lily Flower, Flower, Red, Evans, Sexy Legs, Fire Crotch, Mudblood, Future-Wife, Future-Mother-of-My-Children, etc...*guess who gave her half of those nicknames?*
age, Seventeen
birthday, January 30, 1960
year, seventh
house, gryffindor
blood status, muggleborn
wand, Willow, 10 1/4", swishy (good for charms)
broom, hahahaha!...you're joking, right?

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WHEN YOU CALL ON ME
the appearance
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hair color, Red
eye color, Emerald Green
height, Around 5'6-5'7
weight, 137
general appearance
( HAIR ) : Lily has long, fiery red hair, who some say they are envious of, due to its abnormally bright hue. It is often worn in an untidy bun, but lately, she had made it a habit to wear her hair down.
( EYES ) : Her eyes are described as a deep emerald green. They are perceptive and all-knowing in their gaze. A friend of hers once said that her piercing eyes could rival that of Dumbledore's in their perceptiveness.
( BODY STRUCTURE ) : She stands at about 5'6-5'7, weighing around 137 pounds. She is very lean and fit, almost as strong as any male Quidditch player in her house, and once challenged a boy to an one-on-one arm-wrestling match when he tried to say that a "boy is stronger than any girl in all aspects".
( ATTIRE ) : Lily's dress style would be considered somewhat strange by the Wizarding community. Instead of wearing cloaks and robes like most witches and wizards her age, she insists on dressing in the Muggle fashion. It's much more comfortable and easier to clean. Her most comfortable of outfits would have to be a pair of simple blue jeans, converse, and a loose fitting t-shirt. On occasion, she wears a part of the school uniform. A white button up blouse, a skirt, and a crimson and gold tie, along with her Head Girl's badge that always gleams on her chest.

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WHEN YOU REACH FOR ME
the personality
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likes,
-Charms
-Potions
-DADA
-Being Head Girl
-School
-Being Magical
-The Order
-James *though she won't admit it*
-Chocolate
-A Good Joke/Prank *occasionally*
-Love
-Her friends
-Her family
dislikes,
-Voldemort
-Death Eaters
-The Dark Arts
-James Potter
-Divination
-Muggle Studies *they never get anything right!*
-Bertie Bott's Every Flavor Beans *I always get bogey flavor*
-Pranks that go too far
-Peter Pettigrew *he just gives me the creeps!*
-Breaking Rules
strengths,
-Charms
-Potions
-Love *for friends, family, etc*
-Come-backs
-Seeking
weaknesses,
-Divination
-Transfiguration
-James Potter
-Her face gives her emotions away
-Brooms
worst fear,
-Losing the people she loves the most
boggart, A tie between two:
-The day at the train station at the beginning of her first year. Petunia spat in her face and called her a freak for being a witch.
-The day Severus, her best friend, called her a mudblood.
amortenia,
-Chocolate
-The fresh pages of a new book
-James Potter's hair
-Autumn air
sexuality, straight
overall personality,
( KEYWORDS ) :
Loyal - Lily deeply cares about her friends and is incredibly loyal to them. She's willing to go the extra mile for a friend. However, this loyalty is something that can be lost by breaking her trust. If you're close enough to her, Lily will not hesitate to sacrifice herself for your safety.
Charming - Despite the fact she is a bit opinionated at times, Lily can be quite the charmer. She's a kind girl and rather delightful. She's polite and carries herself in a genuine and respectable manner to those she feels deserves it, and she's been known to be an occassional heartbreaker.
Stubborn - Lily is a hard girl to push. She's always been one to stand her ground. If she firmly believes in something, or think she's right, it's hard to sway her opinion. You really need to put in the work to prove her wrong about something. And, even then, it's even harder to get her to admit that she is wrong and that someone else is right.
Bold - Lily is a very confident young woman. She's very intune with herself, and not afraid to show who she is. She has never been afraid to speak her mind, or stand up for something she believes in. And if anyone tries to intimidate her, she will not hesitate to knock you down a peg or two by proving that nothing and NO ONE can frighten her into submission.
Intelligent - The girl has a brilliant mind. She has top marks in many of her classes. She also is willing to put in the time to achieve the results she wants. She's be called 'the most intuitive student of the age,' by several of her teachers, Slughorn and Flitwick especially. Though she needs a little bit of help in Transfiguration, and absolutely REFUSES to take a subject as ridiculous as Divination because of the subject's current professor, she is an otherwise bright individual and talented witch.

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WHEN YOU BLESS THE DAY
the history
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mother & family, Rose Evans nee Richards, 44, housewife; no other living family members
father &family, Mark Evans, 41, journalist; no other living family members
siblings, Petunia Dursley nee Evans, 20, housewife
overall history,
"I guess you want to know it all then. Don't worry I'll rush through the boring parts:

I was born in my family home. It was the worst blizzard they'd seen in decades, and my parents were completely snowed in. But that dark and stormy night in January, they welcomed me into the world.

My childhood was fairly normal, until I met Severus Snape. Until that point I was just your typical muggle child - bare in mind then I didn't know what a muggle was let alone that it was a real thing. I was very close with Petunia, but we were also very young. At that point in my life she was my best friend, and well... lets just say that changed a bit. I was just like the other kids for the most part, except for the fact that strange little things seemed to happen to me. First I made a flower bloom, I really just thought it happened quickly on its own, but little things like that kept happening. I never thought twice about them until the strange little boy down the street started telling me stories about a magical world.

Wonderful stories about witches and wizards, and a school with enchanted hallways. It all seemed like a wonderful place created in a child's mind, it seemed as if it could hardly be true. I grew rather fond of Severus, his stories were incredible, and I desperatly wanted them to be true. Petunia wasn't as fond of him, however. Thought he was strange and awkward, she didn't like being discluded from the talks about a magical place.

When I was eleven my letter to Hogwarts came. Actually, that was probably the last summer Petunia and I had a real relationship. Things just weren't the same after I left. Mum and dad were proud actually. They were fascinated by all of it. And I'm certain Petunia felt excluded.

I went with Severus to the station, and we rode the train together. That was the first time I met James Potter. At first, I was not a fan of the boy. Actually, for a while I wasn't a fan of the boy. Now you can tell something has changed about him a bit, he's matured in a way, but then he was a prat.

Strangely, before I was sorted, I wanted to be in Slytherin. Severus told me all these wonderful things about it. In actuality, it isn't that wonderful, and I'm far better off in Gryfindor, but then I was crushed. The hat hadn't even considered Slytherin. It spoke about Gryffindor and Raveclaw. I'm happy it made the choice it did, I personally think I'm too bold for Ravenclaw.

I love Hogwarts from day one. I grew up alot in those halls. Severus and I grew apart. For a while, we managed to stay fairly good friends. The rest of my friends didn't understand it, and I'm certain he told his friends that he and I weren't friends at all. You can't survive well in Slytherin if you fraternize with muggleborns.

In fifth year, our friendship pretty much ended. It was clear that we'd both changed by that point. Aside from Severus, the rest of Slytherin wasn't that fond of me. I was muggleborn, most of them were pureblood maniacs. They saw themselves as a higher societal class than that of 'Mudbloods'. The day he called me that dreadful word in public, he made it fairly clear where his loyalties lied.

Up until that point, I really didn't have much connection to the Marauders. Well aside from Remus. Actually, I liked Remus. He was normal in comparisson to the other three. James and Sirius were complete prats. Their egos were so large its a wonder their brooms could get off the ground. But in fifth year, I became surprisingly close to Remus. He was a prefect too, so we had to spend alot of time together. Remus was easy to tell things to, he understood alot. I'd say over that year he became one of my friends.

By the end of sixth year, my feelings towards the rest of the Marauders softened a bit. I'd hardly label them friends, but they weren't the same people I thought they were in first. I'd been around them alot more since I got closer with Remus, and they've definetly matured a bit, though not enough for me to consider them aquaintances. Potter and Black are still the most egotistical boys I've met in my life, and, though they've become SLIGHTLY more tolerable over the previous year, it doesn't mean that I'm going to become buddy-buddy with the boy that ruined my friendship with Severus, Head Boy badge or not."

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I GET WINGS TO FLY
the player
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name/alias, Kae
gender, Female
age, 17
method of contact, e-mail by you! =]
other characters, used to be 'mione the last time this site was open =]
experience, 3+ years
how you found us, e-mail
roleplay sample. from another site I was on:

Kacie felt Sirius' hands clench into fists as he held her. Softly, he sighed. He moved away from her and then plopped down on the ground, looking almost as exhausted as she felt. Even in this state, she could not help but admire him. The line of his jaw, the form of his brow, the light in his eyes...it was all too overwhelming to bear, and yet, she found she could not look away. When Sirius grabbed, she most certainly was not expecting it, letting out a surprisingly girlish sound of surprise. When she felt his body beneath hers, cushioning the fall, she proceeded to laugh, clutching her sides in an attempt to ease the growing pain in her ribs. She didn't know why she found it so funny, yet she did. When he wrapped his arms around her tightly, she leaned into his embrace with a contented smile. "Then, I will forgive you for both of our sakes." He touched his nose to hers, smiling widely as he did so. She grinned back with a hint of mischief and invitation. As if sensing his mental dilema, she turned in his arms, wrapping her own around his neck as she pressed her lips against his jaw, just below his ear. She understood what he was trying to portray, and as she stared into his silver eyes, she hoped that he would understand the silent words in her own.

I wish I deserved someone as wonderful as you.

Kacie's eyes fluttered in surprise as she felt Sirius' lips against her own. Before she really had the chance to react to this sudden display of affection, he had pulled away. Though it was brief, that fleeting kiss had left her with a gradually racing heart, and she felt herself flush from head to foot. Smirking, he muttered, "Should you expect anything less, my love?" She grinned impishly at him, tapping the tip of his nose with her finger as she replied, “Of course not, my dear.” He reached out and ran his fingers along her smooth porcelain skin, and she shivered, relishing the touch. When she suddenly proclaimed that she was no hypocrite, the silver pools on Sirius Black's face twisted with furious anger. "BUT YOU ARE, KACIE! Damn it! You are as stubborn as I am! Can't you realize that is why we always argue?" “You're not understanding me!” She replied in agitation, “I know I'm not perfect! I accept that, Sirius. That does not make me a hypocrite. I only told you how you are because you wanted to know, not because I believe that I'm not the same way. Don't you dare call me a hypocrite for stating the obvious about the both of us.” He glared at her when she spoke of him as childish, but it was to be expected. She knew that Sirius hated any statement referting to him in a way that caused a blow to his ego. His next words struck her like a whip: "At least I am not selfish." Clenching her teeth in order to stop herself from saying something she knew she would regret, she turned her gaze away from him, biting her lower lip in order to distract from the pain his words had caused. Taking a deep breath, she looked him in the eyes once more, cursing herself for not concealing her emotions as effectively as she was once able to. “I won't deny that,” she replied, though her voice came close to cracking at the last word, “I am very selfish. But I would never change that about myself. If I wasn't selfish, my father would still be alive, and Thomas would have died much sooner. I wouldn't have even bothered with you if I were selfless, and maybe I would have been able to keep the Slytherin facade for a bit longer. So yes, Sirius, I am selfish. But at least I'm selfish for the right reasons.” Her words were cold, formal, and very blunt. Her eyes stung, yet she refused to allow another tear to escape in front of this man. She had learned many years ago that tears and secrets shared were signs of weakness, and he had just proven that fact to her. Blinking rapidly, Sirius moved his hands down behind her back, soothing the sudden lick of pain, and pushed himself against her so that she didn't have to feel the pain. He sighed loudly after she spoke. "And it doesn't give you the right to throw what you think are my faults in my face constantly. I KNOW DAMN WELL WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME! CAN'T YOU SEE THAT'S WHY I HATE MYSELF SO MUCH? MY FAULTS ARE WHAT ARE KEEPING REGULUS AWAY FROM ME!" He took a deep breath, looking regretful of what he had just said. Frowning, Kacie rested her forehead against Sirius', and she ran one of her hands through his hair softly in an attempt to sooth him. “I'm sorry,” she apologized, “I shouldn't have said anything. And you have no reason to hate yourself, Sirius. Regulus may be scared, but the door does swing both ways. Believe me, I've told him so myself a few times. It's not your fault.” "I don't know how," he whispered solemnly, resting his forehead against hers. She didn't comment on the tears she saw in his eyes, instead replying, “Then we can learn how together.” He simply smirked when she said not to compare this to Lily and James. He nodded, yet he still refused to say anything, confusion evident in his gaze. However, he frowned at her last statement. "But, he shouldn't be around them. He should have known that I would never talk to him with those damned Slytherthings around." His voice was riddled with disgust, but he looked to be trying to keep his temper in check. Repressing a sigh, she decided against informing him of his brother's one attempt. It hadn't been long after Sirius had run away, and the boy had tried to speak to his brother alone, but found it harder than he thought it was worth, considering the company that constantly surrounded Sirius during that time. "He defended you?" Kacie nodded, “As much as he could, without drawing unwanted attention to himself,” she said, “His exact words, I believe, were 'Leave her alone before you stain the carpet'.” She smirked, hoping that he understood that Regulus had only been saying what would get through to the Slytherins. She had actually gotten along with the boy for awhile, to the point where she hoped that her influence in his life would help him choose the right path before it was too late. He had saved her life that night, with that one sentence anyone else would find insulting beyond measure. The ivory wolf grinned at the black dog's smile. She let out a yip as she sped up, a silent, playful taunt. If she were human, she would have smirked in satisfaction at Sirius' irritated barks. She slowed down some, allowing him to catch up. As he reached her side, he was snorting with laughter. With a mental smirk, she stopped in her tracks, watching the dog before her in amusement.

As Sirius softly fluttered his lashes at her, and she smirked in amusement and flirtation. He moved closer to her, keeping his gaze on her strong as he took her hand in his and twirled her around before catching her in his arms, causing her to chuckle in delight. With his most velvet tone, he murmured, "How about we go somewhere more---" He paused for a moment, moving his lips to her ear, and she resisted the urge to shudder as goosebumps rose on her arms at his sudden proximity. "Private?" His voice was a purr, full of passion and desire. She swallowed, unsure as to whether he was really kidding this time or not. She knew that she loved him, knew that she was ready, but was he? Deciding to give him the ultimate choice, she pressed her lips to his in a searing kiss. He clenched his jaw at her question and shook his head very slightly, and she resisted the urge to tell him anyway. It was a burden to know such a thing, and, as much as she wanted to ease her shoulders the weight of that knowledge, she did not want to relinquish it to him. He had already been through enough in his life without her saying things to make it worse. He looked at her suddenly, terror the dominant emotion in his eyes. He reached out and touched her face, tracing her skin with his fingertips. Confused, she asked, “You alright, love?” He wiped away the tear and gave her a tender smile, yet said nothing. He didn't need to. His presence alone was enough. She felt him move closer and wrap his arms around her from behind, giving her a kiss on the cheek. "I'm sorry, love, I was just trying to prove a point. I didn't mean to hurt you like that." Hating herself for being so touchy over a word, but he didn't know how hard it was. Being in Slytherin house, having to hide her true heritage while biting her tongue when they insulted Muggle-borns at the same time took it's toll on her. She didn't want to have to hear it anymore than she'd already had to, didn't want to have to hear someone as important to her as Sirius to speak it, even in disdain. Relaxing in his arms, she closed her eyes, and forced herself to forget it. It would do no good to cling to something as petty as an insult. Guffawing loudly, Sirius stared at her with an insurmountable joy. "I'm not cut out to be a father, Kacie. I think I'll stick with playing with James's and Lily's kids. And maybe even Remus's, if he has the nerve to talk to a female." Kacie smiled fondly at him in response. Despite his protests, she really did think that he would make an excellent father one day. The loyalty he held towards his friends, and the gentleness he portrayed in her most vulnerable moments had proven that. Sirius chuckled when she pointed out the star he had probably been named after. Smirking, he muttered, "My parents probably named me that because they think we belong in the stars!" He guffawed loudly. She smiled. “Yes, that may be true, but it's not the way I see it.” She replied. He looked back at her when he saw her turn her head. They stared at each other for an unmeasurable amount of time, and, for the first time in awhile, she felt utterly content. Relaxed. At home.

Sirius raised an eyebrow at her words. Frowning, he whispered, "How could you be so hopeful for a pureblood maniac like Berkeley? Her family is very proper, Kacie. I doubt they would let her change. If they are just like my parents, they would give up on her, too. How could you be so sure that she wouldn't do the same things she's been doing?" Knowing that he would most likely be unhappy with what she was about to say, she sighed. “Despite the situation she's been in, she's the closest thing to an aquaintence I've met in Slytherin. I think that, with the right person there to guide her, to help her, she can branch away from that lifestyle. I wish you wouldn't give up hope on her so easily.” Sirius nodded at her words and then captured her face in his hands. "No one is going to kill you, Kacie. I shall protect you from this day forth. Not one day will you spend away from me. And if that day comes and one of us . . . dies---we shall avenge the other until we too have died." Feeling her eyes sting at the thought of losing him, she nodded in response, not trusting herself to speak. They both knew what grief could do to them. Kacie would likely go insane with sorrow at the loss of Sirius, taking down anyone and anything that stood in her path to retribution on the way. He pressed his lips to hers hungrily, as if trying to explain something crucial to her. She kissed him back just as passionately, conveying just how much she loved him in that one moment. "Either way, we'll always be together. No matter what happens to one of us, the other will always be them. I shall never love any other woman, Kacie. You are my one true love. Nothing can change that." Chuckling, she whispered, “How is it that you say the most charming things in situations like this, when I can barely form a coherent sentence when you're around?” He flashed her a handsome smile, kissing her mouth once more. Sighing, he pulled her to him, and she took this opportunity to press a kiss to his jaw, whispering, “No one else will ever be as important to me as you are, Sirius. I can't imagine a life with anyone else.” He tightened his grip on her when she spoke her last words. "You know that I would have stayed there forever with you, right?" With a sad smile, she agreed. “Yeah, I do. I only wish I had been in the right frame of mind to remember it then.” He kissed the top of her head, holding her close. Grabbing her face, he ran his fingers through her hair and then pressed his lips to hers once more, not breaking the embrace. Her hands instinctively wound themselves in his hair, tugging, pulling him closer. As he smiled against her mouth, she could not stop her own smirk from making an appearance. Her stomach fluttered in hesitation and anticipation, a flurry of emotions flashing through her mind. When her legs wrapped around his waist, he moved his hands to her bottom, holding her so that she didn't have to worry about falling, and her smirk against his mouth as they kissed grew to a full-blown grin. She hid her face in his neck, nuzzling him there and nipping at the skin as she hid both her smile and her blush. Then, breaking off the kiss for a fragment of a second, he smiled.

"Do you want me?"

Without hesitation, she moved her mouth to his ear, and murmured, “More than you know.”

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I CAN TOUCH THE SKY
the player
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[``♠MARIA]

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