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Post by Emmelia Analeigh Jammison on Jul 23, 2011 14:55:56 GMT -5
July 22/23, 2011
Dear Journal, Why am I keeping this? I really find that it's quite ridiculous to, but then again maybe it would be good for me to write my thoughts down on paper. Yesterday was the ball and was it hectic. Alex spiked the punch, which made for a very interesting night, I hope that Sirius had a good time. I know that I did with him, I don't know what it is about him, but I'm hopelessly falling for him. I know what I did was wrong to him, but I hope that that part is forgiven between us.
Lily got into a huge altercation with Severus and Hannah, I felt horrible for the poor girl, and I have never seen Lily so angry before. I attempted to stop her but she just wasn't having it. One of the Professor's was very snarky with Alice which made me angry, so I am planning on having a lovely surprise in both his Office and his Classroom. No one messes with my friends and gets away with it so easily. Even if I get caught, I'll gladly take all the detentions in the world to see it go down. Sirius and Harry are helping me with it...while Alice takes some good detailed notes this time.
Alice and Harry got so drunk last night, it made me laugh. Although Harry wanted to kiss me, even though he is good friends with Sirius. It made me a little upset but i don't know how Sirius will take it once he finds out either.
Other than that there's not much going on...I guess I'll keep posted. Uggh.
Love,
Emmelia Jammison |
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Post by Emmelia Analeigh Jammison on Jul 29, 2011 0:36:13 GMT -5
July 29th, 2011
Dear Journal, FUUUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I swear I can not win in this damn castle! I'm screwed all around and frankly I am sick and tired of dealing with shit! Oh, my brother is such a prick! I am so done. I am done with my whole damn family. Fuck them all. They can all burn in the deep depths of hell for all I fucking care! I swear to god I'm going to hurt something, and it isn't going to be pretty. My nerves are shot thin and I can't take this anymore. I'm so done with crying over it, I'm done with being called a house elf by my own brother. Because my opinions don't matter, because I don't matter. Yeah, well F U C K Y O U!
Alex finally told me that she was a lesbian. I have a deep respect for that and it's very hard to deal with, especially since her mother has been trying to get her to find a husband. Being pureblooded isn't fair for those who hate it. I now understand Alex, but then again she was all over Elijah...as if her own respect and morals don't matter. They do and she needs to learn that.
After watching that whole fiasco I ran the hell out of there. I ran around the Quidditch Pitch to shake off my anger. Running and Quidditch always seem to help whenever I'm upset. I flew and thought about everything...I wish things could be different. I wish I could be accepted into my family but since I can't it's better to rip the band aid off now than let it hurt like hell later. I'm signing onto a Pro Team when they scout in the upcoming games. Oh, and next practice is not going to be pretty. Prepare for blood and broken bones because we are going to need two reserve Chasers. Alex and Eli won't know what hit them...or maybe I'll just show them up some more. Who knows.
Love,
Emmelia Jammison |
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