Fuck my therapist. -Bellatrix Black

[Bellatrix Cancri Black]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 400px; height: 350px; background-image: url(http://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k193/HorridRomance_2006/4223286535_917f339fe1-1.jpg); border-radius: 70px 5px 70px 5px; -moz-border-radius: 70px 5px 70px 5px; border: 1px solid #000000;] -BELLATRIX CANCRI BLACK - - - -- - - - - - - - -7/12/11 Everyone in this damned school is annoying. So is the bloody therapist my mother is making me see.The bitch insists that I fill out this journal so she can read it when I meet with her every so often. The moron says I have a morbid fascination with death and an unnatural fear of bunnies. I’m not scared. They are just too fucking annoying. So anyways. Rodolphus finally grew a pair and asked me to go to a masquerade. I didn’t even know that the school was having one, but I suppose we can make some trouble there. I ALSO HAVE A NEW PET NAMED DAMIAN. I’m going to teach him with my sister’s cats to kill the bunnies in the forest. That new teacher “Professor Cadmus” is really starting to get on my nerves along with that piece of shit that is James Potter’s cousin. It’s bad enough that we have one bloody Potter. The damn Professor keeps on ordering me around and he cursed me like some animal. He ought to turn the curses on the more deserving like the blood traitor Potters. Fucking idiots. And he better stop picking on Narcissa about that cat or I’ll hex him myself. Punishment or no punishment. No one fucks with my baby sister. template by (c) bryberry @ caution 2.0 !

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[Bellatrix Cancri Black]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 400px; height: 350px; background-image: url(http://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k193/HorridRomance_2006/4223286535_917f339fe1-1.jpg); border-radius: 70px 5px 70px 5px; -moz-border-radius: 70px 5px 70px 5px; border: 1px solid #000000;] -BELLATRIX CANCRI BLACK - - - -- - - - - - - - -7/22/11-7/24/11 I don't really have much to say about this whole ball thing. I don't regret a thing, mostly because I still doubt that Rodolphus isn't just trying to pull one over on me. Still, it's a disgusting notion that I might have nearly hooked up with someone that is even distantly related to the Potter boy. I think Rodolphus should have been more of a man and been by my side to stop it from happening, but in truth, I make my own decisions and am glad he would stay out of it. Though... it did surprise me to here about the craze that he went on after the pig Sirius intervened. It seems like he actually cares. That might be something that needs to be addressed or worked on. I think I'm going to stay away from the whiskey for a while. template by (c) bryberry @ caution 2.0 !

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[Bellatrix Cancri Black]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 400px; height: 350px; background-image: url(http://i88.photobucket.com/albums/k193/HorridRomance_2006/4223286535_917f339fe1-1.jpg); border-radius: 70px 5px 70px 5px; -moz-border-radius: 70px 5px 70px 5px; border: 1px solid #000000;] -BELLATRIX CANCRI BLACK - - - -- - - - - - - - -7/31/11 I give up. Cissa is just way too interested in sex to try to deter her from it anymore. It really pains me to think that Lucius Malfoy just might deflower my little baby sister. The idea itself is enough for me to want to throw up. He is a philanderer and pig, someone who she shouldn’t put so much trust in, but she’s ready to give him everything. Apparently. I’m supposed to be her big sister and protect her and whatnot, but she’s making that the most difficult job. I know he will break her heart. Nothing is really happening other than that. Rodolphus and I might start, though it makes me cringe, become a bit more of an item. I don’t like relationships, but as I had told him, it kept up our appearances. Still, it does have its upside. It’s like having a man ready for my urges at all times, and its superb. I don’t have to flirt and wait for sex anymore. He seems so eager to please me. I want to kill Lucius bloody Malfoy. template by (c) bryberry @ caution 2.0 !

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